I didn't post anything here all of April . Of course I planned to and something always came up. Realized this morning I've deluded myself for a long time, that I create from a dark and painful place. Have no idea when I picked and internalised that. Most likely because some of my favourite artists talk of operating from their dark side and many are glorified for it. #sidebar, learnt this week of this Pyotr Pavlensky . This April has been one of the toughest months I've had in years. And I couldn't write, even journaling was hard. Had my Aha moment early this morning, I create best from a place of calm, not chaos. Hmmhh, how about that?